Ranting Addict

The truth is, most of the pain you're dealing with are really just thoughts.                                                                                        - Dr Anwar Fazal.  Handle your pain well. Don't let it consumes you too much. You got so much more ahead you. Don't waste your time with unnecessary things. Be selective of what you chose to deal with.

Hi Assalamualaikum. For quite a few times, the idea of writing things consistently on Blogspot crossed my mind. But when I'm about to write, the idea fades away. I ended up writing a few lines of introduction - kept it as a draft for a few days and delete. Same things kept circling since I first started this page. Tons of posts were deleted after for a quite some time being on the net. That was just because I overthink things - that someone I know might read my posts, and judge me for what I wrote. And I can say, I don't quite enjoy that. I wrote emotional things (maybe) which I don't express that much in real life.   Anyway, a lot has been going on lately, from my academic progress to personal matters. I'm currently in my final year, doing my degree in Dentistry - hopefully I'll be able to graduate by this August, In Shaa Allah. And for other updates, might not going to list it up here since everything was 'meh' to be mentioned about. So, I'm go...

this void, begging to be filled, crying for help, with a silent cry. this void, being left for so long, being ignored for so long, that is now craving for attention. this void, seeking for comfort, in a midst of rainstorm, from the unbothered mankind. this void, in need of God, in need of contentment, but don't know where to start.